Monday, May 5, 2008

Obviously I wasn't thinking

There is nothing like a Godiva Dark Chocolate Mocha to hit the spot. Aaah! Yep, AF showed today. All I had to do was entertain a slight thought of buying a pregnancy test and the bitch says, Yo girl! Back the fuck up! I was jes runnin behind, not taking a vacay! Should have known that being 3 days late was a friggin fluke. I mean it wasn't as if I was having any other pregnancy symptoms but it was the first time in 5 months that she didn't show up on day 28. I thought that maybe, just maybe, the first cycle I decided not to take my temp on a daily basis and just let everything be, I'd get a pleasant surprise. Shame on me. What was I thinking?

8 comments:

Zookeeper said...

I'm so sorry. I know just how that feels. I'm glad you didn't actually buy the EPT. I don’t know about you, but I get furious every time I think about how much money I have spent on those things over the years. I’m rooting for you, girl!

Beth said...

I am sure that is frustrating. As much as you want to say "it's OK".....it's really not OK. Hang in there. And enjoy your daughter! Every day is a gift.

Mocha said...

You were thinking "I hope I am! I hope I am!"

That's no crime. Take it easy on yourself and enjoy that Godiva. It's a miracle pill.

Guinea Pig said...

I'm sorry. That is so unfair to tease you like that. Hugs.

Lisa said...

Like Zookeeper, am rooting for you.

But not being pregnant means you have two more weeks of being able to have wine! Or Martinis! Or sushi! Or beer!

JaniceNW said...

Susan wishing you a very special and happy mother's day! Your daughter is a gift to you each day as you are a gift to her.

If I'm living your dream........you need to see a shrink. Snort!!!

Hugs!!!

Chris said...

I'm sorry Susan! It's not fair when your body messes with your mind.

Lisa said...

Completely understand Sue.

I could buy Seth a car with all of the money I spent on pregnancy (and even ovulation) tests over the past few years.

If you want to come over to my hood and drink the water you are welcomed! (Its one fertile neighborhood. There's always someone finding out she's pregnant over here. Alot of families of three and four kids here. )