Friday, November 30, 2007

Where was I?

It's been a while since I've posted anything. Honestly, I read so many others blogs and I am truly intimidated by their style of writing. I'm worried I'll end up boring the shit out of everyone. Oh well, you can't please every body right?

Just celebrated my 38th birthday a week ago (November 24). I have 2 years left before I give up on my pipe dream of having another child. Sometimes I really think that I'm crazy to want to start all over with the sleepless nights, the poopy diapers, doing it all myself. But then again for as long as I can remember, I've always wanted 2 children so I keep on keeping on. Minus all the medicalized fertility treatments. The pocket book could not handle the cost of that and besides it's not as if I'm childless.

My Thanksgiving was great. I just love Thanksgiving I suppose because it always falls around or sometimes even on my birthday. Due to religious reasons, my birthday was never celebrated but we did gather with family on Thanksgiving. I did end up with a terrible headache due to drinking ONE Green Apple Martini. Ugh! It's not like I haven't drank one before but good ole BIL made me a double. I ended up climbing into my tub at midnight for a hot soak until it went away just enough for me to go back to sleep. I swear the older I get, the less alcohol I can drink. I already found out the hard way that I can't tolerate red wine either. But then again, maybe the problem is it's cheap alcohol. MIL does like to drink that Franzia refrigerated stuff and they switched vodka brands, from Kettle One to Svedka. Who knows but I'm not going anywhere alcohol for a while.